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Afraid Of Falling ft. Kat Luna

from The Healing by MC Longshot

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Afraid Of Falling
You ever been alive
But felt like you've been murdered
The love of my life
She said that I hurt her
She told me that she loved me
But I don't think I heard her
Instead I found reasons
To push her away further
And now I'm here alone
Trying 2 find the words to
Make me feel better
Before it gets worser
Broke my own heart
Like a suicidal cupid
Dont ask me why I push u away
I know i'm stupid
And I know I got a lot 2 learn still
I'm trying 2 heal the drama 
With my momma
Without a pillI deal with my demons
Every evening hoping
One day that I beat em
And I don't take my shit
Out on the ones I love
Treat em
Treat em with the most
Without getting too close
Cuz there's something inside
Telling me 2 get ghost
Damn here we go again
I'm walking out the door again
And I aint looking back
Cuz I know myself unfortunate

Chorus

I push away the ones that show up
Cuz I'm afraid of falling in love
I never wanna hurt anyone
But I'm afraid of falling in love


There's no true love gained in fear
And if it's really worth it 
Then you gone shed some tears
That's just how being in love goes
And that love should help you grow
And I just haven't let go of some shit here
I'm pointing at my chest
Yea its a mess
& I dont know
I must confess
How 2 truly accept love
When we're mixing it with sex
And even not
I got a block
More like a wall
Standing tall
So called protecting me
When I'm feeling hella small
Naw I aint giving up I say
To myself I'm not enough
So with these cuts I pray
I hate feeling super damaged 
And so useless I caint manage
My own emotions
All day I've been crying out an ocean
Music helps when not much does
It's the only thing I feel like wont budge
It's the only thing I know
That's never gone leave me
So before you do
I'll start the proceedings


I push away the ones that show up
Cuz I'm afraid of falling in love
I never wanna hurt anyone
But I'm afraid of falling in love
I push away the ones that show up
Cuz I'm afraid of falling in love
I never wanna hurt anyone
But I'm afraid of falling in love

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from The Healing, released May 6, 2022

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MC Longshot Coffeyville, Kansas

One of the hardest working and most underrated emcees in the business, Longshot is a professional Hip Hop artist from Chicago, IL. Now residing in Minneapolis, MN Longshot propels his own life experiences through his lyrics and performances to inspire and motivate others. ... more

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